Suspicion

I don't want to give people false hope.
But at the same time I need their help for my survival here.
At least for this beginning of the journey.

I'm afraid if I strongly say NO, I might have trigger a conflict.
That's the most wrong way to start everything with.

I don't know what future holds for me.
I'm afraid, like I always say.

I somehow feel that I want to learn everything quick.
And dig myself deep down inside the work.
And forget the world around me,
TILL I'M READY.

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